Maybe

I just can’t let you go
I just want to let you know
That every night I think about you
Thinking about how our dreams never came true

I thought we meant to be
But I was just too blind to see
All the mistakes that made me
I’ve been making them, I was just too weak

Down on my knees once more
Never would I do this before
It’s supposed to be, me holding a ring
In a silver box, hoping love is what it’ll bring

But you’re gone, never to come back
Never to smile again, my faith you lacked
I just didn’t deserve you baby
And I could have stopped it, maybe

If only I tried harder, to be a better man
Instead I acted like a freak, taking every heart I can
Now I cry, doesn’t matter if I learned my mistake
Because it won’t bring you back, it won’t for heart’s sake

Drowning, in the rain, in our special place
Always came home for you, now I live in empty space
No “hello I missed you, I really love you”
I can never say it, say those three words without you

I see the ring in that silver box, it’s still here
Looking at me, saying how it should be on you and not there
How I could be saying your name all the time
With our children we always had in our minds

But you’re gone, never to come back
Never to smile again, my faith you lacked
I just didn’t deserve you baby
And I could have stopped it, maybe

If I could go back in time, no it won’t happen
Fate won’t give me that chance again
I try to call you more than once a time
But then you treat it like I committed a crime

Sitting here in my lonely chair
Under the rain still, thinking how life is still unfair
Not going into a home without you
Because it’s never home without you, it’s true

Even when I see you once more
You’re never going to love me like before
I screwed up what could be perfect
I lost you and I deserved it

But you’re gone, never to come back
Never to smile again, my faith you lacked
I just didn’t deserve you baby
And I could have stopped it, maybe